Hate Myself [A Poem]
~~This is a poem I wrote while sick and off of my medication. I don't want to edit it too much since now that I'm on my meds again, I'm not on the same wavelength. ~~ My words are machine gun blasts I can't stop no matter how hard you ask Tear a hole in me until I can't see Feel free to see the end of me Practice in the mirror laughing at my jokes Sketching a smile in painted strokes Pinching pink satin wishing it would fade Stretching the folds back, do as I bade Voices telling me its time I go away Other voices begging me to stay Practice in the mirror laughing at my pain Sketching over lines in my head again I have clean teeth but a dirty mind A deep well even I can't find It chews on my insides as I chew my lip Clever darling doesn't let anything slip Practice in the mirror laughing in my eyes Sketching a subtle sense of surprise. Hate myself today, but that's nothing new Hate myself today, but that's nothing new.