I'm going to whine a bit, so strap yourselves in for a bumpy ride. I have been writing this blog for awhile now, and practically no one reads it. I have my YouTube show that I can't get people interested in. I don't know what to do to gain viewers and readers that's different from what I'm already doing. I ask for feedback and I don't get it, I ask people to share and they don't, I've had to almost beg people to subscribe ... like where are my friends with their support?? Am I just missing it? I've never had an easy time of things, I don't make real relationships easily, I've never been popular. I'm picked last and left easily. Part of my family has nothing to do with me. I'm not even wanted by most people. Normally it doesn't bother me as much as it used to when I was a kid. Lately I just feel like I'm spinning my wheels and getting no where. I try to support my people but it feels like my girlfriend is the only cheerleader...
