Hysterically Heddy

I'm not sure if anyone reads these, but my cat started peeing on things. Again. Last night she peed on the bed while my girlfriend and I were in it. I made an appointment for her to go to the vet in case she has a uti or something more serious.  I'm worried though that the vet won't check her out adequately. She's a little vicious, and tends to struggle when she's removed from her environment. She's not really acting differently because she's always a bitch, so nothing new there. She always yells at me when I'm there and cries when I leave. She's peed all over my bed at this point, thankfully I have a waterproof cover for it. She's peed all over my couch and we got the smell out but the texture is weird. We shampooed the carpet in the hallway and so far both Briar and Winda are doing good about not peeing on it.  I'm just frustrated and over it. She's an older cat, I got her in July 2008 as a baby, so idk if this is the demise of her cont...

If I could tell you anything It's that he didn't get your future When he stole from you Today feels different  Because you're different But you're still beautiful He held you down And now you're living life underwater Living life under water And now you're living life underwater Fear you might drown Cuz you're living life underwater Living life underwater If I could tell you anything It's that you're learning to breathe With water in your lungs And it stings ... And it burns That the world still turns And it stings And it burns  That the world didn't stop When he didn't stop The world didn't stop When he didn't stop He held you down And now you're living life underwater Living life under water And now you're living life underwater Fear you might drown Cuz you're living life underwater Living life underwater If I could tell you anything It's that you'll feel light again Bright again In your skin again You're bre...

I hold out Hands bound I cry out But make no sound He's got my mind in prison again Telling me she's just a friend I'm a psycho, batshit crazy My libido is getting lazy Got me crying on my knees at night He let me down too slowly Pretending like he wants to hold me Sexting just to keep him coming Begging him to give me something Begging him to give me something I lay down Tongue tied I drown In the lies Where is he tonight? Who is he with tonight? I'm a psycho, batshit crazy My sanity is getting hazy Got me dying for release, alright He let me down too slowly Pretending like he wants to hold me Sexting just to keep him coming Begging him to give me something Begging him to give me something