Begging BB [A Song]

I hold out
Hands bound
I cry out
But make no sound
He's got my mind in prison again
Telling me she's just a friend

I'm a psycho, batshit crazy
My libido is getting lazy
Got me crying on my knees at night

He let me down too slowly
Pretending like he wants to hold me
Sexting just to keep him coming
Begging him to give me something
Begging him to give me something

I lay down
Tongue tied
I drown
In the lies
Where is he tonight?
Who is he with tonight?

I'm a psycho, batshit crazy
My sanity is getting hazy
Got me dying for release, alright

He let me down too slowly
Pretending like he wants to hold me
Sexting just to keep him coming
Begging him to give me something
Begging him to give me something

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