Hysterically Heddy

Of course I'd get promoted at work when all hell breaks loose in the world. Of course that's when this would happen. Anyway, unless you've lived under a rock you know that we have another crappy flu epidemic, pandemic, whatever it's called. I caught a cold and I stayed home from work because I didn't want to scare anyone. It is in my head and chest, and came with a slight fever. My current temperature is 99*F. It was 99.1 earlier so it's going down down in the earlier round. I've coughed so much that my lower ab muscles [who knew I had any?] are aching like a sombitch. It is what it is. Though I think it's kind of karma for me to get sick because I have been mocking the illness saying I wanted it so I could stay home from work. This is what I get for my dark sense of humour. With everything closing, my groomer cancelled my appointment to make my dog less homeless so we're taking her tomorrow to the groomers inside Petco. I'm nervous because t...

I'm a hard person to be really good friends with. I am emotional, I'm mentally ill, I'm selfish, and I'm flighty. My selfishness I've been fighting for my whole life, but it's an inherent trait of mine. My depression and anxiety have also been present my whole life, but I've only been fighting for normalcy for a few years. The emotional and the flighty are just par for the course I guess.  I met Brice a little more than 5 years ago. We spent Valentine's day together with tacos and conversation, and to date it's one of the best Valentine's days I've ever had. There's a thing I call "soulfriend," and he's one of few I have met ... where you just click and everything is easy. We spent time listening to music together, watching TV and laughing together, and we tossed around the idea of making music together. Some of the best moments of my life are with this man. Even when he's brutally honest.  We use...